Im the girl with colorful hair, who changes it every month and who finds new styles and fashions every single day. Im the one who overthinks everything and chain smokes way to much. Ive lived a pretty fucked up life but ive been around the block once or twice and know where im going and know that I really do love life, I just havent learned how to fly yet.



[A little more personal:]
-Im mari. Im 19. Recovering addict. Im a self taught makeup artist. I am a human being experiencing what it is to be and grow. Ive been through hell and back. Im no where near normal or your typical girl next door. Ive struggled with depression since I was 7 years old. I struggle daily with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), bi-polar disorder, Major Depression, Anxiety and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Its a struggle and I have good days and bad days but im learning to live with it and not let it control my life anymore.

[My Addictions:]
-Ive struggled with a self injury addiction since I was 12/13 years old. Ive struggled with an eating disorder since I was 10, mostly bulimia but also some problems with binge eating/binging and purging. Ive also struggled with a drug addiction. My drugs of choice are opiates, weed and alcohol or anything that will get me fucked up. Im what they call a polly addict, if you wanna know what that is just ask me or look it up. My addiction slowly started when I was 15 and became out of control for me. Ive been to detox & 3 treatments. Detox and the first treatment were not my choice because I was a minor but The second treatment I went to when I was 18 and 19 was my choice. I decided to make a change and get clean. Im recovering and still in the early age of my sobriety.

[Things That Make Me Happy:]
-I love singing, scrapbooking, making colages, painting, drawing, reading, writing poetry/word vomit, tattoos, piercings, giving advice, ALL kinds of music, eating junk food, doing makeup, dying hair, being crazy, laughing my ass off, making others laugh, spending time with my loved ones, spending time with animals, helping others, being lazy, shopping, fashion, halloween, my cats, my family, going to the park, going for walks, sunrises, cool showers on hot days, fall time, flowers, coffee etc.

~Life isnt about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain~

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